Honest love

To be honest with you, the longest I've ever been dated one person is two weeks. I have a made-up ex-boyfriend who I say I was with for two months just to make me feel a little less pathetic. But then knowing that I do that makes me feel more pathetic. I want to have a relationship with someone that I can grow in, get to know him, see a few seasons pass with him. I don't need it to be too serious, I just need someone to give my love to. Love on a different level than that you love your friends on. I just want to fall in love.